Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Make It Work.

So I was sitting here. Alone. Watching "Going the Distance." And it made me think. A.) I need to start writing more. and B.) that guys make the excuse of "I don't do long distance" ALLLLL the time if that is the situation they are in. In reality, long distance relationships can work, if both people really care/love the other person and they know eventually they are going to have to move closer to each other. I know it is easier said then done but when you truly love the other person, you will do anything in your power to be with them. Move mountains, quit your dead end job, jump through fiery hoops. Anything. Like the only thing that is holding you together is them. Distance shouldn't matter. Who knows, you may be passing up the one thing that ever made sense or felt right to you.

All in all, I just wish and hope that one day I will have that heart-shattering, make you want to move across the country, sing in a love song in your underwear, smile at the thought of the person you love, watch them while you sleep kind of love.

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The upside to my sad but enlightening inner monologue is....BAHAMAS IN 15 DAYS!!!!!

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

I love you.

Things I secretly/openly love:

1. My family.
2. Date night with my mom.
3. Listening to thought provoking music. (i.e. Nicki Minaj to hymns)
4. Twilight movies.
5. John Hughes movies.
6. Guys who touch your face when they kiss you. Or guys who will blast music outside your bedroom window (never happened to me, but it could happen).
7. Guys in general. Or a particular guy, depending on the day.
8. My girls (you know who you are).
9. Secret meetings on Sundays. (see #9)
10. Hot chocolate on rainy nights
11. Reading on rainy nights.
12. Netflix.
13. Any Vin Diesel movie, sound is of no importance.
14. California.
15. DSW.
16. Spontaneous decisions to go to the Bahamas.
17. Shelly's facial expressions to spontaneous decisions to go to the Bahamas.
18. Chocolate.
19. Victoria's Secret

and last but not least

20. My life. I have to say that it is pretty awesome right now.